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Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps
Alicia Keys ft. Beyonce - Put it in a love song
last night, I smoked a blunt with my friends and we were in the woods while doing this. everything was cool at first, pitch black almost. the moonlight was shining at us. I started feeling it and it was a very nice feeling. all of a sudden I stretch and I felt like I went up to the sky and then came back. it literally felt forever to come back down. I start feeling so dizzy and my memory is out of wack. right after that, my heart beat starts racing like crazy! and I start panicking :(. I’ve never in my life felt like this: not knowing where I am and not feeling anything. nothing at all. I couldn’t feel myself breathe or walk. I begin to shake tremendously. as we’re walking to the car, my friends are holding me and trying to calm me down. I call my best friend and I start to bawl. I really felt like I was going to die because my heartbeat kept thumping harder. on top of that, I didn’t eat as much yesterday. I kept thinking omg what if my mom finds out and I feel like a failure at life. I kept asking for Jesus and I felt like he sent one of his angels to me because idk how the fuck I got home. my life started flashing before my eyes. I couldn’t feel the breaks as I was driving. I felt like my blood was boiling and a cold sensation came upon me. everything was so surreal to me. I slept for about 11 hrs and it wasn’t all that great. I kept waking up and thinking bad things. I just want to thank God for letting me live another day.
I love these ladies! One of my best friends and my love Bunny